Still Waiting

My doc is two days back from her vacation and still no word...I hope she calls me back today. My blood pressure has been high again for five or six days so my internal med doc upped my meds yet again. My resting blood pressure is about 150/115. Which is not so good but not completely terrible. My heart rate is up again racing at least 100 while sitting still. My migraines are back in full force and last night it took 3 migraine pills to kill it. I know I'm not supposed to take them but at this point I can't handle another headache. Besides I have no final answers and I'm still waiting so I'm sure it won't kill me. My skin on my stomach is very ulcerated right now and it hurts to have my shirt rub on them...damn her for not calling me back. I hate trying to be nice but I'm forced into a situation where I need her or wait another 45 days for an appointment with another one!

UGH!!!