It's Coming...

My surgery date is coming and now I'm spinning out of control. My head has a million thoughts and I can't keep them all straight. I start doing one thing but get distracted by another thought and move on without finishing anything. I have a list of "to dos" a mile long and now it's a matter of days till I get what I have been waiting for over ten months. I can't even sleep since all these thoughts and lists of things keep waking me up. Not to mention the phone and all my friends wanting to know what the heck is going on and stuff...that and my stomach is doing flips at the thought of a liquid diet for a few days. And then the thoughts that I will have two surgeries that most people never even think about muchless have...I guess that's what you get with two rare diseases running around in your body. How'd I get so lucky?

Oh, my head is spinning and I need to stop thinking for a few minutes. I'm going to go lie down...talk to you all later...