Belly Dancing

It started last night this weird dance in my belly. It turns and flops and twists and doing some dance which hasn't quite made it to the hip hop scene. Today I meet with my neurosurgeon and since the rest of my docs have reported to me that I'll have surgery. I am assuming that is what we are going to talk about. And while relief is present I am also becoming scared of the surgery. I've never had surgery before so diving in head first (literally) is a bit much for me to handle. I wonder what he will say. Part of me is still scared he is going to say we aren't going to fix you and that I'll have to live my life this way, with my belly dancing but not getting any skinnier.

Okay, this is overwhelming and people keep breaking my train of thought so you'll just have to wait for more...