The Heat Is On...SHIT

Hi everyone,

I think I may throw up while writing this. So yesterday I went to the pulminologist and he referred me for emergency surgery since my tumor is not in a place safe enough to biopsy and surgery is our only course of action! I have my consult today with the surgeon and my MRI. It is very likely that I could have surgery in the next couple of days. My mom is on her way tomorrow morning. I am on the phone with various docs, insurance people and my whole world is spinning around me. I can't believe this is all happening. I was prepared for the orginal surgery but now to have two surgeries conducted and more tumors. I'm not sure I am prepped for all this. I feel like everything is swallowing me whole right now. But all I can do is focus on breathing and getting through this. My appointments are this afternoon so I may write again depending on my mental/emotional state.

Did I say shit yet? Wow this is happening fast.