Another Day...I Get Surgery!!!

I get my first surgery on Friday, May 20, 2005! Yippee...although I'm not sure I should be so happy since they will be doing the thoracotomy where they slice you in half. I'll be cut from rib to rib around the right side of my body. I guess on the bright side I get to take the first step to get better and I get my very own morphine pump for a few weeks I'm told. I'll be in the hospital for about a week maybe longer...yikes. I'm not sure how I should feel, part of me is excited the other part is scared shitless...

Only time will tell how I'll feel in the end...off to mentally prepare...