First of Many Today...

I'm sure you'll read a lot from me today...I'm beginning to freak out about my all important doctor's appointment tomorrow with the new endocrinologist. Please let this doctor see that I'm not crazy and I have two MRI's showing a tumor to prove it! So far I've seen six doctors including endos, gynos and a rhuematologist and only my Internal Med doc seems to believe me enough to keep seeing me. I wish she could just treat me! My endo tomorrow will be the third endo and this time I'm going with a woman - hoping she'll be more open and not tell me "I'm hormonal" or "It's my size" or any other strange reason the men had for turning me away. Hello, I have a tumor in my head you morons!

I have had 4 or 5 high 24-hour urinary cortisol tests and a few other questionable hormone levels...what else do they need? My blood pressure has hit the roof and my sugar levels have been strange I've had two kidney infections and I take more pills than I have in my entire life...all for someone who had been an entirely healthy 31-year old woman just 6 months ago...

Okay, I'm off to throw up or cry or all of the above more later!