Monday, November 20, 2006

Another New Approach

So I am amazing if I do say so myself...apparently I can point to the exact vertabrae that are damaged as well as to the place on my femur where there is a cyst - mind you it is not able to be felt from the outside - yet my docs think I should have no pain and am crazy even though the MRIs support my complaints and show damage that requires surgery; if not this minute in the future only time can tell when. I must be a brilliant physician in disguise of a former pituitary surgery patient. I don't know about that but if these docs refuse to treat my condition appropriately I will be seeking that of a DO (Doctor of Osteopathic Medicine.)

Apparently these physicians are just that medical doctor that use a whole person approach to medical care. They look at lifestyle, diets, previous illnesses, and other possible contributors to illness including a poor home office setup, etc. They also look at you as an intelligent being and weigh factors of intelligence and emotional stability to help determine causes for high blood pressure etc. These doctors do not just hand you a pill and say swallow and you will feel better.

I firmly believe that there is a reason for everything which is why I can not let the fluctuation of my hormones or ability to point ot the exact areas of pain as nothing and just a figment of my imagination. In life I believe things happen for a reason and my getting Cushing's disease is no accident. I got it to help me find a purpose in life and to give myself direction I was lacking. Life gives us things for a reason and some are tools and some are lessons and what we do with them is our choice. Some people prefer to ignore this "sixth sense or gut-feeling" because it just happen. Nothing just happens and therefore there is a cause for my pain - my MRIs prove my thoughts and feelings now I just need the doctor to help heal it through lifestyle changes, medication, or whatever it takes. I just hope this is a good doctor as I have had my share that must have gotten their MDs through the mail accusing me of having brain surgery for no reason...huh? What brain surgeon would open a persons most important body part without reason or cause...you tell me.

Anyway, I hope to have an resolution to my problems, in he meantime I will be working on creating websites for my various endeavors and writing my book. I wish you all well and hope that you don't just walk through life ignoring lessons and not using the tools to make it better. The universe provides us these for a reason not just for the sake of doling out useless information...


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